Monday, April 02, 2007

LAST POST

Hi everyone!

I created a new blogsite... SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE.

http://purple-crystal-flame.blogspot.com <---- its all about me!!!

http://brainjury.blogspot.com <---- brain stimulant

Saturday, March 31, 2007

mission-accomplished

been busy since i got here in cainta, day after my last exam. i feel so... fulfilled!!! heres a list of the things ive planned and was able to do since tuesday:
1. installed virus-scan, corel draw and adobe photoshop in my laptop (actually, i had my dad install it. i dunno how eh... kinda stupid when it comes to 'codes' and uhh serial nos)
2. learned how to use corel draw and adobe photo.
3. was able to make a 3D logo of T.O.L. and a backdrop somethin'
4. created T.O.L. egroups
5. uploaded our notesbank
6. uploaded several pix with me
7. started another blog in friendster for my compilation of digested new sc decisions (acutally isa palang nagagawa ko but thats a good start)
8. havent texted any of those 'unworthy fools'
ayan... madadagdagan pa yan. minsan lang mangyari to sakin na nagagawa ko mga plano kong gawin. hehehe!
ang poproblemahin ko lang ngayong holy week eh mananaba ako.... IM GAINING MY WEIGHT AGAIN!!!! waaahhh!!! puro kasi chocolates and pastries dito sa bahay eh! ndi inuubos nila mami, papa and kuya. yan tuloy, lagi akong may nadadampot sa ref!

Thursday, March 29, 2007

great night

came home around 2am na. masaya ako!
7pm, nag turnover ceremonies SC. ok lang... tapos tambay sandali sa school until we (my "boyfriends for rent" ) decided to watch a movie. Fred was insisting that we watch TMNTurtles. Pero si JP gusto 300. we ended up watching 300 sa Mall of Asia. hehe!
Ganda ng cinematography nya grabe! as in bawat movement, every scene, every angle may story. no boring parts... except that it was too morbid for me. pero after the movie naman, parang baliwala na ung pagka morbid nya para sakin. ndi ko lang kasi type ung madaming blood tapos napuputol mga body parts lalo na ung kapag natutusak ung mata. eewwww....
but the story was really good. ok naman ung lesson... bilib ako sa courage ni king leonidas and ng mga spartans. parang fraternity ung dating... dun nga ata nag umpisa ung concept ng fraternity eh. hehehe! pero ok talaga. for me, king leonidas made the right choice of not surrendering. para na rin kasi nyang pinatay dignidad nya, prinsipyo nya pati na ng greece kapag ginawa niya un. KING?? LULUHOD before an enemy? nako ha!
kakatawa habang nanonood kami. yoko kasi ng sobrang mga morbid movies. natatawa sakin sila khalid, fred and jp kasi sabi ko ibang iba talaga at ndi ako matotrauma sa pagkamorbid kung ninja turtles pinanood namin. hhahaha! diba, laki ng difference? KOWABONGGA!
after the movie, masaya din tsaka relaxing. midnight na nun and naglakad lakad lang kami sa MOA till we decided to sit sa parking lot... sa isa sa mga isle dun para magkwentuhan. ok sya! naappreciate ko kahit sa kalsada ng parking lot kami nakaupo. solo namin ung place, tahimik, mahangin. kwentuhan lang kami dun till past 1am. ok silang katambay... hehe!!! sana maulit muli. after nun, lipat kaming tapat ng jollibee para matino naman pwesto ng upuan (sakit na kasi likod ko eh i wasnt able to drink my med). tapos dun, kwentuhan ulit kami... actually kinig lang sa stories ni fred. hehe!
BASTA MASAYA! next gimik namin, mag ice skating naman kami. haha!

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

MISSION-POSSIBLE (hopefully)

i need to bring back the good 'ol (ok, young nalang) responsible me!!! so.. eto na! dapat part na to ulit ng daily or weekly routine ko! (YIKES!)
1. read the news from the internet (oh com'on! dont expect me to buy newspaper! im having a hard time trying maneuvering those big pages!)
2. visit and read http://www.supremecourt.gov.ph/ (yep! lotsa learn from that page!)
3. read new cases decided by the Supreme Court as reflected from the above site (Ows?? talaga lang ha! sige... ill start on April nalang. haha!)
4. smile!
next time nalang ung iba. plano ko eh to be updated lang muna sa current events. hirap lang kasi and kainis kasi mga balita nakaka disappoint eh. as much as possible ayaw ko ung about politics (mga congressmen, pgma, etc).
ok naman ako sa balita sa TV eh... usually may naaabutan ako. hehe!

i did it

ayt, i drove them away. now im free... but am i happy? ndi ko sure. ang alam ko lang payapa ako most of the time. but not as happy as before. although its not as complicated and lonely din naman. good or bad? NULL. EMPTY. NA-AH.
but i am productive the whole day. as in! tapos, i was able to let go of some of my day to day thoughts. no more day dreaming! thats somehow a big accomplishment for me... for today lang. ewan ko paggising tom. haha!
kakamiss. pero ok lang. mabuti ng ganito, dito din naman mauuwi bandang huli eh.
nakakapanghinayang. pero ok lang din. kaysa naman sa masaktan para sa wala.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

pahabol

teka, what a coincidence! after writing my previous blog, i checked my horoscope sa friendster. ayos!!! eto:

The Bottom Line
Your high standards are admirable, but how realistic are they? Lighten up a little.

In Detail
Look, up in the sky -- high up among the clouds, there are your ideals! These lofty ideals are admirable, but how realistic are they? There is little point in having incredibly high standards if no one in the world can meet them. Plus, how much stress do you cause yourself by trying to meet those standards? It's time to get more realistic about what you require from the people in your life -- and from yourself, too. Lighten up, and learn how to enjoy and even cherish the quirks of others.
OH DIBAAA??? parang sinabi nyang impossible ung pinagsususulat ko. hahahha!!! sabi na eh! wala ng ganung lalake! *positive thinking*

Saturday, March 24, 2007

my ideal = )

inspired by my friend's blog, magpopost din ako ng ideal bf ko. haha! tutal mukha namang walang nagbabasa ng blog ko na guy except for khalid and mEgoy... ok lang yan! haha!
hmmm... teka, i change my mind. next time nalang ako magpost ng ganyan. parang nakakawalang gana eh. hahaha! pero ndi, sige na nga. ang gulo ko! eto.. mangangarap muna ako ha.
PHYSICAL:
height: preferrably taller than me. around 2-3inches or taller pa.
built: syempre bigger sakin. gusto ko medyo malaman.. YOKO ng buto buto! mukha kaming no. 10!
hair: clean cut/ semikal/ skinhead. basta malinis, good! ok din kung naka gel or wet look... clean and fresh tingnan eh. hehe!
facial skin: syempre preferrably makinis. yoko ng may bigote. unless kamukha niya si christopher de leon, ok lang. haha!
tummy: pangit naman kung mukhang buntis. ok lang kahit ndi 6-pack. basta kinda firm and basta ndi mukhang buntis. haha!
biceps: firm. ok na un. wag naman malamya tingnan diba? baka mas malambot pa un kaysa braso ko. hehe!
looks/ face: ndi naman ako demanding... ok lang kung ndi kaguwapuhan. basta malinis sya. pero syempre bonus kung guwapo diba! hehe! but then again, basta bearable naman tingnan, ok lang. ung tipong pwede mong iharap pa rin sa mga tao. kapal naman ng mukha kong magdemand ng guwapo as if kagandahan ako diba. pero ok din talaga na guwapo para ndi naman magmukhang deprived ang kids kapag kami nagkatuluyan.
attitude:
confident, masculine... wag sana efem, maayos maglakad and magdala ng sarili, wag naman mayabang pero tipong may dating na para bang knowledgeable sya and street smart. sana may positive outlook sa life and appreciative. wag mapanlait. may breeding.
personality/ character/ innerself:
preferrably someone sweet... really sweet and thoughtful. gusto ko everyday binabati ako tsaka kung pwede tinatawag tawagan ako and kinakamusta... ung tipong mafifeel mong he cares for me (demanding ba sobra? sorry ha). wag naman din possessive pero kahit papano kilig kung medyo nakaka feel sya ng pagselos or tampo kung minsan pero wag to the point na magagalit... lambing lang. i want someone na ipapafeel sakin na importante ako sa kanya, someone who makes me feel loved and parang gusto nya akong protektahan, ingatan, alagan na para bang napaka fragile ko (hehe! sorry ha, alaga kasi ako sa bahay). i want someone na susuyuin ako... pakikiligin... pangingitiin... ung mga ganun ba. gusto ko ipafeel niya sakin na babae ako na i am someone who deserves to be loved. ok din pala kung medyo komedyante sya.. kung baga may sense of humor, and ndi trying hard. romantic... ok un! hehhee! syempre sana may utak.. no... not just may utak. gumaganang utak! may sense kausap, someone na may matututunan ako. street smart and knowledgeable but not know it all. willing magturo sakin without making me feel dumb or stupid.
i want someone who appreciates and loves nature tripping, simple pleasures of life, mababaw kaligayahan tulad ko. hehe! someone not so hard to please, ndi masyadong ma pride. masipag, responsible, resourceful, charming, may pagka aggressive, tapos understanding. sana religious din sya. honest, sincere, loyal (hehe)... stick to one.. stick sakin. hehe!
OTHERS:
sorry to say this pero... sana lang naman, "mas" or of the same status samin. bad ba? kung ndi man, at least someone who can give me the same comfortable life that my parents were able to provide me. hindi naman din siguro gugustuhin ng parents ko na mapunta ako sa someone na mas pahihirapan lang buhay ko after nila akong alagaan sobra. (sensya po)
DONTS:
playboy. gambler. alchoholic. addict. gastador. violent. basta... mga attitudes/personality/way of thinking chuvas na makaasama.
may nakalimutan pa ba ko??? malamang meron pero ndi ko maisip ngayon. hehe! negotiable naman din lahat yan... kasi sympre kung naglove ka, minsan hirap ng pigilan (yeeaaahhbah! kala mo naman na inlove nako. haha!). sana lang makahanap ako ng ganyang tao. hehe! love ako at love ko rin.
god please... hehe!

updates

m having a hard time studying... for my BO1 exam medyo 3 hours lang ata ako nakatulog pero 1-2 hours lang aral ko. actually ndi pa nga aral un, reading lang eh. kaya nung nag exam ako, puro sounds and looks familiar lang lahat. tsk tsk...
my back? ok naman. im taking pain reliever, un sabi ng doctor eh. epektib naman so far. no need for surgery. buti nalang nagconsult din kami sa neurosurgeon. eto ung mga pinakonsultahan namin na doctor:
1. Dr. Tamayo from Cardinal Santos, orthopedic surgeon. sabi niya urgent daw na mag undergo ako ng surgery bago pa magkaron ng serious damage ung spine area ko. PF? P800 ata
2. Dr. Lasam from UST, orthopedic surgeon. sabi nya theres a need for surgery but its not urgent. kapag unbearable nalang ung pain, tsaka nalang. PF? P500-600 ata
3. Dr. Casis from Medical City, neurosurgeon. sabi nya ndi pa kailangan ng surgery. as long as kaya pa ng gamot, un nalang muna. :) PF? P600 ata
in short, im not going to undergo any surgery yet. hehe! buti naman, at least makakapag summer class ako tsaka more free time syempre.
next, ang saya ko kanina! pig out kami ni erica. bili kami tig 430ml ice cream. SARAAAAAAAPPP!! tapos kinain namin un sa taas ng torre, pool-side. nakaka relax. sarap tumambay. tagal ko ng ndi nakatambay dun eh. sana maulit un. masaya, relaxing, kinds fresh air, ganda ng view, AYOS! sana tuloy tapos na finals ko tapos tambay ulit kami doon... kaya nga lang, till 10pm lang ata un. masaya sana kung beyond 10pm.

my top hits

eto inspired by rjil pagpost ko ng top hits ko. hehehe!
(not arranged in any order.. hirap mag rank eh)

How did i fall in love with you-- backstreet boys
why-- avril lavinge
runaway-- corrs
ill never love this way again-- regine velasquez
dream of me-- kristen dunst
all for you-- sister hazel and blues traveller
only you-- enrique iglesias
say ull stay-- kai
when i see you smile-- (i forgot)
all the love in the world-- corrs
i dont wanna miss a thing-- aerosmith
true colors--


actually madami akong gusto eh... basta for now pinaka gusto ko ung sa backstreet boys na "how did i fall in love with you"

(to be updated pa to.. nasa kabilang pc list ko eh. haha!)

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

meantime wishes

1. i want a pentagram (star inside a circle) pendant
2. i want a new cellphone. preferrably P990i or N93i or N93
3. i want to have my hair cut
4. i want to have an alyansa t-shirt. hehehe!
5. i want a puppy... mamamatay na ata ung doggie namin. tanda na kasi eh. may arthritis daw sabi ni papa.


cant think of any other things to wish for right now. hehe!

thesismates

aawww..... kainis tong pc ng kuya ko! naka broadband kasi sya kaya eto ginamit ko. bilis kasing mag download ng mga tugtog. ayun! na download ko na mga gusto ko. ngayon, naaalala ko thesismates ko nung college, si di lopez and KQ! heres a copy of our group's theme song! nako! kung pwede ko lang din maiupload ang MTV na ginawa namin dito. hahaha! acutally, featuring di as the singer, KQ as the leading actress (tulog lang sya) and me as the director and camera woman! hahaha!
SUKOB NA
INTRO
Ooh
Tuwing umuulan ay naaalala tayong dalawa
Kay sarap isipin na may kasama sa buhay 'pag bumaha
CHORUS 1
Sukob na, halika na
Sabay tayo sa payong ko
Hawak ka, kapit pa
Sa payong ko, magkasama tayo
Ohh ooh
(Sukob na, sukob na)
Hinding-hindi ka pababayaan na mag-isa sa ulan
Aalagaan, magtatawanan, wala na 'tong iwanan
CHORUS 2
Sukob na, halika na
Sabay tayo sa payong ko
Hawak ka, kapit pa
Umula't bumagyo, magkasama tayo
BRIDGE
'Di ko na inakala pa na ika'y paririto
Ngunit salamat na lamang at dumating ka sa buhay ko
[Repeat CHORUS 2]
CHORUS 3
Sukob na, halika na
Sabay tayo sa payong ko
Yakap ka, kapit pa
Umula't bumagyo, magkasama tayo
Sa payong ko,
magkasama tayong dalawa
(Sukob na, sukob na)

wrong move

my heart is beating...
i miss you so much...
but just like how the quote goes...
"sa tuwing bang mamimiss kita, un at un nalang ang babalikan ko?"
damn. i made a wrong move just now. texted *tut*. nagreply. touched naman ako. reminiscing... ayan! tumibok nanaman puso ko! hahaha! lupet! damn it! tulog lang kailangan ko siguro.

dream of me

Let me sleep
For when I sleep
I dream that you are here
You’re mine
And all my fears are left behind
I float on air
The nightingale sings gentle lullabys
So let me close my eyes
And sleep
Per chance to dream
So I can see the face I long to touch
To kiss
But only dreams can bring me this
So let the moon
Shine softly on the boy
I long to see
And maybe when he dreams
He’ll dream of me
I’ll hide beneath the clouds
And whisper to the evening stars
They tell me love is just a dream away
Dream away (echo 3x)
I’ll dream away
So let the moon
Shine softly on the boy
I long to see
And maybe when he dreams
He’ll dream of me
Oooohhh
Dream of me